Flight Opportunity, Acrylic on Canvas, 23″ x 31″, October 2016
I worked on this painting from April to October 2016. It has been shown at the Quinlan Art Center in Gainesville and the Sautee Nachoochee Art Center, but I just got it hung on the wall at my new house yesterday morning. It is now directly in front of me when I sit in the living room to drink my coffee in the morning to read and write. I have been spending a lot of time lately thinking about what the next step in my life should be, the reasons I might chose one path or another, and the validity of those reasons in the grand scheme of things. The most recent work I have been doing has been trying to face the decisions and the emotions that come along with them head on. But somehow this painting brought me to realizations that the others had not.
The symbolism is not obscured. One does not need to be an expert in art interpretation or psychology to see that the figure in the picture is lost deep in the tangle of vegetation, smothered but still making an effort to reach out towards the clearing. Though the little bird may have an opportunity to take flight, at first glance it seems unlikely the hidden figure will. I think the case could be made that a sacrifice has been made to give the little bird a chance. The fact that I know that underneath this painting is the last self portrait I attempted before moving to Mexico literally adds another layer of meaning. Even though the years of marriage and children have covered up who I once was, I like the new painting better than the old one. I do not wish to move backwards. If by chance someone should climb up out of the tangle I would not want it to be the same person who got covered up to start with.
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Just wanted you to know I spent about an hour this morning with Azulita…your images, your writing, your presence. Pride was one of the first words that came to me. You have grown so much, my daughter, in terms of your work, but what resonates here is the growth you’ve experienced as a person: a mother, a wife, a woman, and a human. You are like an exotic flower that has blossomed with slow deliberation. As a father, I am so deeply moved by your evolving maturity and determination. As an artist, I celebrate your creative honesty. Put simply, the past hour was a beautiful treat. I love you. -Dad
Thank you! Your opinion means so much to me. I love you too.